Life Musings

Meet Hatred with Love

So recently I rather bravely posted about MY feelings on MY life; Here It was a difficult post to hit the ‘update’ button on, as I knew there would ultimately be people who just wouldn’t understand (and when you’ve lived your life listening to an ego brain that tells you ‘you need to worry about… Read More Meet Hatred with Love

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Throwing Stones

Last night Paul and I met up for the first time since he helped me move out and then I helped him move out. It seemed only fair for me to help him move into his new home, considering all the help he gave me with some of the heavy lifting of my furniture. After… Read More Throwing Stones

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I’m an ENFJ

Extravert(53%)  iNtuitive(6%)  Feeling(78%)  Judging(44%) You have moderate preference of Extraversion over Introversion (53%) You have slight preference of Intuition over Sensing (6%) You have strong preference of Feeling over Thinking (78%) You have moderate preference of Judging over Perceiving (44%) I’ve taken this test and done a workshop 6 months ago and I just took a mini free test again (see results above) – and the… Read More I’m an ENFJ

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September Intentions

So after the other night’s events It suddenly occurred to me; I have been drinking red wine at home / or out drinking at a gig and /or stoned every single night since I left the house with Paul on 1st August.  I have basically been lying to myself, and everyone else, about how “i’m… Read More September Intentions

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Is There Anyone Out There? ‘Cause it’s Getting Harder and Harder to Breathe

Last night I finally hit the bottom … The evening began well, friends, wine, good food, finally hosting a dinner party (I used to love that, and haven’t done it for such a long time, maybe even years). I was having a really pleasant, calm, delightful evening with my housemate and our friends; who are… Read More Is There Anyone Out There? ‘Cause it’s Getting Harder and Harder to Breathe

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Are you alright?

… no I’m half left. And that’s the problem. I’m half left. not all right… there is only half of me left. The other half of me is in Hamburg trying to come to terms with their side of this. There is only half of me left. I’m half left. Half left over … half.… Read More Are you alright?